I am truly sorry

I am really truly sorry for writing that last post. It is not me and it is total garbage. Something attacked me last night in a spiritual sense and I had this urge to write that rubbish about cooking.ย Itย  is not my style of writing. I know what is funny and that wasn’t. It was disgusting. I am going to leave it posted for a while in case you want to comment.

I am going through a change in my life. I have reached a crossroads. Yesterday evening I was in contact with a very brave and ill lady and I went completely over the top, so far over the top that I believe any relationship we may have had is shattered by theย chasm I created. I was advised to wait a while and see what happens. Then I came under attack. That attacker has now been destroyed. I only realised it a few minutes after that post was published.

Should I delete it or leave it. I decided to leave it as an example to myself of how not to write, of how not to be such an idiot in letting myself be attacked in such a way. So to myself and to you dear readers I apologise. I am truly sorry. And to the lady, what can I say, please enjoy your life and pray for me.

17 Comments on “I am truly sorry

    • Thank you so much othf. I switched on my laptop to delete both posts. In fact I was considering deleting Bluefish Way totally. Then I read your and another’s comments. There is so much wisdom out there. Thank you

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  1. To me, art has many registers and many keys; it should not express only a few moods/modes, but many. Further, an artist may have specific goals, but an audience is frequently more varied. In short, I might be good, from time to time, to produce art that, in the words of on thehomefrontandbeyond, “[does] not sound like you.”

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    • Yeltnuh, what can I say. I’m not a writer, trained & experienced. More like an amateur stumbling from post to post, enjoying the experience. That cooking post KO’d me. So thanks for picking me up. I’ll dust myself off and start all over again ๐Ÿ™‚ Thank you.

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  2. Ralph,

    I also vote for not deleting–you wrote what you were feeling at the time. There is nothing wrong with that.

    I am keeping you in my thoughts and prayers. My wish for you is that you get through this difficult time in your life. Writing can help.

    My best to you,

    Nancy

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    • You are so kind, Nancy. I never really realised until today that my writing is affecting other people. People from the four corners of the globe are reading what I am writing. Wow !! My love goes out to you all wherever you are. Thanks Nancy. ๐Ÿ™‚

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  3. You may not want to hear this, but I thought it was rather a creative piece. Life isn’t perfect. People have difficulties, and that’s what binds us together. Keep writing. It’s all a process. The interesting thing is that you don’t always know where it will take you.

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    • Thank you for looking at the post from a different angle Ms Bumble. Why is it that you ladies have insight and intelligence in respect of this post? Maybe it’s because I’m a man & my brain can’t cope !! Thanks again. Love your comments. ๐Ÿ™‚

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      • Ralph I just wanted to say I was sorry for that person Perfect Child. They are very out of touch and have been reporting my blogs and ripping them apart. Have a good day and keep writing.

        Victoria

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  4. You really will have to continue because I think by writing you can express your the best in this difficult period and that will be very good for you, ( I’m not an doctor, hahaha !) Have faith, everything will works out !

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    • Shiro. I am so sorry for not replying to your comment. WordPress had spammed your remarks, so you were in with all the sex groups etc. Today was the first time I looked at spam and there you were in company with another. Anyway Dr Shiro thanks for your comment ๐Ÿ™‚

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  5. Let us both pray for him/her, he/she really needs help from Christ. Thank you for your visit, Victoria and your kind comment about my writing. Blessings. Ralph ๐Ÿ™‚

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  6. Hey Ralph…I have read your cooking post three times. What is the problem?? Why the apology?? (Maybe you edited it…???) I don’t know, just can’t find anything worth getting worked up over. Well written, clever, distinctly…Ralph. (I think..)
    Anyway, glad you left it up. Cooking is one of my favorite indoor things. When you are alone you are forced to handle things that maybe you wouldn’t in different circumstances.

    Anyone who complains about this post needs a reality check….

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    • Well I’m complaining. I hate it and have never reread it since publishing. Time for my reality check then ๐Ÿ˜‰

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